Tuesday 17 November 2009

I Don't Know What's Right And What's Real Anymore

I've started a new blog cause I haven't posted anything on my old one and I don't like the direction it was going in. So, I'm starting new. I'm now officially an adult. WOOHOO. [do adults say 'WOOHOO'?] But I don't feel like an adult, does anyone really feel like an adult though?

ANYWAY, I've decided that now I'm an adult I'm going to start doing things differently. I'm going to cheer the fuck up. I'm going to stop being such a push-over. I'm going to do things for myself. And I'm going to go to sleep sooner. Except that last one has already failed. However, these things will probably end up like New Years Resolutions, being broken/disobeyed within the next week.

Especially the first one. I'm not too cheery right now. In fact I'm miserable as sin. For reasons I don't want to bore you with. 'You' being that one person who may stumble upon this when Google-ing the Lily Allen lyric I've used as my title. Well, Hello to you, I apologise for wasting your time. So, I was saying...I'm miserable and I won't bore you with the reason but the long and short of it is that sometimes you've got to do things that you don't really want to do but if you don't do them then things will/may be worse.

And to top things off I just had a cigarette out of my window and somehow my foot ended up my bin. And to top that off there was a yogurt pot in the bin and my foot got covered in Toffee Crunch flavoured Muller Corner. Just typical. Sod's Law you might call it. Others might call it Murphy's. At the end of the day they're pretty much the same and at the end of the day I still ended up with my foot in a bin.

ANYWAY, I've got a confession to make. I have this really big hate for anything overly mainstream. Like High School Musical and Hannah Montana. But the one that's really bugging me at the moment is Twlight. I hated the first film and refuse to read the books. But I think I hated it before I even saw it. I loved the soundtrack however. And the soundtrack for New Moon is fan-fucking-tastic. But that's not my confession. My confession is that I actually can't bloody wait to see New Moon. And I've broken the rule about going to bed earlier by staying up to see what Jonathan Ross has to say about it on Film 2009. Hideous, I know.